Sunday, November 23, 2014

R.I.p to my ancient heart

Then I started to realized, that I've been living in one BIG lie! I'm fucking hates you!!!! Lalalalalala, trust, fucking hates you!!! And I've tried so hard and all get is one BIG lie!!! Lalalala! Trust me I'm fucking hates you!!!!!

Saturday, November 8, 2014

Everybody tell a secret, but can you keep it?





Secret


Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you won't tell what I said
'Cause two can keep a secret if one of them is dead

Why do you smile like you've been told a secret?
Now you're telling lies 'cause you have sworn to keep it
But no one keeps a secret
No one keeps a secret

Why when do our darkest deeds do we tell?
They burn in our brains, become a living hell
Because everybody tells
Everybody tells

Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you won't tell what I said
'Cause two can keep a secret if one of them is dead

Look into my eyes, now you're getting sleepy
Are you hypnotized by secrets that you're keeping?
I know what you're keeping
I know what you're keeping

Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you won't tell what I said
'Cause two can keep a secret if one of them is dead

Allison?
Yes, Catherine?
I have something I want to tell you but you have to promise never to tell anyone.
I promise.
Do you swear on your life?
I swear on my life.

You swore you'd never tell
You swore you'd never tell
You swore you'd never tell
You swore you'd never tell

Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you won't tell what I said
'Cause two can keep a secret if one of them is dead
(X3)

Yes, two can keep a secret if one of them is dead
Yes, two can keep a secret if one of us is dead


P/s: Psssst, If I told mine, would you swore to keep it as a secret?

Materialistik VS Hipokrit

Sewaktu makan malam bersama tunangan saya, ada couple kt meja sebelah yang mana perempuan lagi tinggi dari lelaki.
Lepas tu tunang saya pun cakap, " Murah rezeki dia, dapat gf tinggi,"
Couple tersebut berjalan ke kereta mereka, toyota.
Saya pun cakap, "murah rezeki dia, sebab tu dia pakai toyota", sambil sengih kerang
Lepas tu terus tunang saya cakap, "awak ni materialistik kan?",
Saya jawab, "saya memang materialistik", dengan jujur
Dia tanya saya" habis tu kalau dah materialistik kenapa pilih saya. Saya kan pegawai kerajaan cabuk je",
Saya buat muka tak ada perasaan dan jawab,"sebab awak orang gomen la saya pilih awak, long time investment",
Dia terus ketawa terbahak bahak sambil cakap, "patut la time saya kerja event dulu awak tak pernah cakap nak settle down dengan saya tapi bila dah jadi pegawai kerajaan awak setuju je bila saya ajak awak kahwin", sambil konon konon buat muka merajuk, bajet comel

Sebenranya, pada pendapat saya tak salah kita nak jadi materialistik asalakan kita tahu tahap kemampuan kita, jangan lebih dari apa yang kita ada untuk berbelanja. Jangan jadi seperti "biar pape, asal bergaye",
Mungkin istilah tu boleh diguna pakai zaman dahulu di mana air suam free, sambal free tp sekarang air suam pun ada yang charged RM 0.80 kot!!! Nak bergaya lepas tu dok rumah? Hahahaha

Apapun biar Materialistik dari Hipokrit sebab si Materialistik ni kita masih boleh percaya dan boleh lepak dengan dia cuma dia dalam dunia syok sendiri yang dia rasa dia sangat best atas segala material things yang dia ada berbanding dengan si Hipokrit yang tak pasti apa sebenarnya dia nak, dia buat dan tujuan hidup dia dan orang macam si Hipokrit ni sangat lah bahaya kerana dia ni boleh kacau bilaukan hubungan kita dengan kawan², rakan taulan, sahabat handai, saudari saudari, ahli keluarga, adik beradik dan sebagainya.

Jadilah Materialistik yang berhemah daripada Hipokrit yang beracun dalam kehidupan

xoxo 

Thursday, November 6, 2014

Satu Percaturan Hidup

Kami kenal masing masing pun dah kerja
Tak sempat nak sweet sweet macam kanak kanak bercinta
Tak pernah bergayut berjam jam macam zaman remaja
Tex pun aku je yang banyak tex sebab dia tak berapa suka tex
Kami share minat yang sama
Kami boleh share music yang sama
Kami ada perangai gila yang sama
Dan Alhamdulillah kami bahagia bersama
Kami tak pernah rasa deting kat kampus pun kan
So last week ada pesta konvo kt UTM dan adik dia buka booth kat sana 
Kami pergi kerap juga laaa
Lepas tu makan malam kt kawasan UTM
Then dia cakap "walaupun kita tak jumpa zaman muda remaja, tapi tua tua mcm ni pun kita masih ada peluang deting dalam kawasan U walaupun just tumpang U orang"
Aku pulak nak tergelak dengan statement dia
So sambil sambil kami makan kami pun ushar student student yang ada dan masing masing teringat masa masa silam masing masing sebagai pelajar
InsyaAllah bulan tiga tahun hadapan aku kembali begelar pelajar dan pejuang!
Alhamdulillah untuk segala nikmat yang Allah berikan
Sesungguhnya aku bahagia walau terpaksa berjauhan dari kehidupan dahulu yang aku dah selesa

New Life in JB

What I can say more, I'm here at Johor Bahru. One of the places that i never imagine that I would spend my life here. I imagine somewhere far far away but never thought JB is one of the place for mt to live.
Well, first day I drive all around using JB, today is my 4th day working here, I don't need to used Waze anymore to go to work and come back from work and as well as if I wanted to go to my fiance's place. So far I'm survived! Yesterday try took a bus back from office and I succeed! I rented a room but my boss ask me to moved in to our quarters house as I may no need to pay anything. Now renting a room that cost me RM 400 per month without the utilities. The quarters is an old bungalows located at Stulang and facing the sea and Singapore. I can see Singapore from my window view! And I'm a big fan of old houses! Alhamdulillah, what a relief! Plus, if I took bus it only cost me Rm 1 per way, 5 minutes to office only. Now I'm driving from Bandar Baru Uda to my office and it takes around 20-30 minutes with the jam and I need to pay for RM 20 for the parking fees every single working day! %#@$^&*^@^^***%$ Kalah rate parking pavilion hokey!!!! Well, It's hard for me to admit it but I'm kind a miss Kuala Lumpur! The hangout places, the friend there, my bitches, my table talk partner, my partner in crime, the food food food food food food food food food food food food food food food food food and of course the FOOD in Kuala Lumpur!!!
But, well... I will slowly adopted this new life in Jb, and it's kind a good thing when I close to my fiance' so we just hang out together and spend some time. Orang cakap darah kami maneh tapi Alhamdulillah tak dak nak gaduh ka hapa ka kami cuma wat lex wat pis ja so far! kekekekeke

Memories

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