Don't tell me it's over

We had a good love.
It lasted for a while.
It brought joy and laughter,
then took away my smile.
For you were my first real love.
How could we be seperated?
Everyday I tried to remember.
Were there any mistakes?
Can you tell me what made us go our seperate ways?
Let me know,Why?
Our love faded away.
I thought our feelings were strong.
But was I wrong?
After all the time we spent,
Have you forgotten what our love meant?
Don't tell me it's over.
You wanna be just friends.
Do you remember what our love meant?
Can we start over?
Or is this the end?

++ Erza Ibrahim ++

Sorry

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry for the times you stress out,
and the loneliness you felt inside.
I'm sorry for the way things were,
and the selfishness that you endured.
I'm sorry for the nights we lost,
and the deep pain it must have cost.
I'm sorry for the love you missed,
losing you helped me realize this.
I'm sorry I wasn't the gurl you deserved,
this has been the hardest lesson learned.
I'm sorry I wasn't there to show,
the deepest love you'll ever know.
I'm sorry for the empty days,
and the stresses that you still yet pay.
I'm sorry for the way I left,
I've never felt so much regret.
I'm sorry for the heart I broke,
that shattered with the words I spoke.
I'm sorry for the empty space,
that laid beside you in my place.
I'm sorry for the empty arms,
you fell into when times were hard.
I'm sorry for the days that passed,
Our love now will surely last.
I'm sorry it took so long to vow,
to love you forever here and now.
- Erza Ibrahim -

stress out

as i sat in front my lap top
tryin to find the rite words n the rite things
to be written in my blog,
im alone tonite in my house..
all my housemate not in coz they go back to their hometown
emah, my best buddy at kl at her cousin place
they had a wedding tomorrow
usualy i follow her but i can't diz time
2morroy i hv a big event at my fac
hot tour carnival
hv 2 wear tradition dress of negeri sembilan with the damn heavy head gear 2morrow
when i tried it on my head,
i wonder how the princess wear the damn heavy thin all the time
during the acient time?
i cant stand 2 wear it even for a while only
huh hv 2 wear it for several hrs 2morrow, damn!
hope everything fine 2morrow..
damn im starving again n again
lately im kind of sterss
dun hv enough sleep lately
i hv soooooo many work but still
i want to go some where to chill out..
hmm..
but where? n wif who..
my babes not around n some who are here r goin out wif their bf
left me all alone..
sad sad sad..
warghhhh
juz want to cried out loud rite now..

the first one

today, as usual my class end up at 9.30 p.m
my usual rutin every monday
before diz i dun hv problem wif monday but diz semester
i hate monday...

i just finished making myself a glass of milk,
which has been my must do before i go to sleep
n a peanut butter sandwich
i hv 2 fill up myself before i go to sleep
a lil bit of hungry but dun kno what 2 eat
2day feels really damn tired
hv a lot of work 2 do n very busy week and up coming week

i usually like to rite alot
making poem and all dat stuff in my schools days
but usually its really hard for me to rite..
dun kno y
im kind lost of words
seem like my brain dosent work the way it suppose 2 work nmore

there's a few thing happen lately n i just keep thinking bout it
so as the result i cannot get enough sleep
dats y im damn tired beside my to do work

im hoping that i can wrote as much as i can
beside i can improve my skills of writing back
i also can express how i feel here
like it actually
can pretend i am a writer who have her on collum in the newspaper
and have her own reader fan
hahahahahhahahhahahah
but actually i like 2 do these kind of stuff..
so, y am i doing taking tourism management all diz time huh?

c u soon then

- Erza Ibrahim -